Going off my last post about being en example, there is something that I really need to work on. I want to show my kids how to be healthy and right now I'm not. I am hoping by putting this down in writing, it will make me more accountible. I am the heaviest I have ever been, not pregnant. Three out of the four of us Allred kids got the (how do I put this without being mean) skinny gene. I am the one that didn't. Not that that is an excuse. I just have to work harder and I haven't been. Looking back at last years goals, many were accomplished, but some yet again got pushed aside. I will say, I started the year off good. I was exercising and eating better and then I don't know what happened. Old habits die hard. I am making a resolve to do better. I'm not one that can cut everything out, I have to be gradual. If I say to myself I can't have something, I want it that much more. So for now, I am just going to eat better and EXERCISE. That seems to be my big one. I just don't really like it. I feel right now, I don't have a choice. I have to like it or at least tolerate it. I don't think it's any big secret that I would like to have one more baby, and hopefully we will be able too. I know it will be a much easier pregnancy if I lose weight and got into a better habit now. That's what I am calling this, not a diet, but a habit. That's what it is. Habits can be good or bad. I would like to turn my bad habit into a good one. So for all of you out there who like to exercise and have good habits, just give me a little encouragement, but please don't push. I know what I need to be doing and look for you as my example. For those of you who need to make a new habit, good luck to you. And the journey begins...